what DID I DO to deserve this?

*GOODBYES which is the word I hate the most. I'd rather choose to be DEAF than to hear that or even see you going. How will I face this world without you. I'm missing you so so so much. Don't know how will I put my feelings into words. Can't stand these feeling.
*Now, it feels like an empty unknown thing.

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its really HARD + indescribably + to hold on to the FEELINGS that you have always HELD

*to treat someone as ordinary when in FACT HIS very SPECIAL
*to keep CALM, though your obviously JEALOUS
*to MOVE on your own with an EMPTY and totally WOUNDED HEART ♥

*to SMILE even in deep PAIN

*to let GO of the person you dreamt FOREVER with

*to accept reality of being just FRIENDS

*and to GIVE UP everything though inside

I wanna still TRY.

you'll never know who are the people to TRUST with and you'll never know what will happen after.

i miss those DAYS that we had together. How I wish that time had STOP there. Would that thing be possible? *he wish that I'll forget HIM. HOW? the FACT that his all i'm asking in my whole life. I stay in LOVE with this person out there *Don't try to push me away.