Monday, September 28, 2009

what DID I DO to deserve this?


*GOODBYES which is the word I hate the most. I'd rather choose to be DEAF than to hear that or even see you going. How will I face this world without you. I'm missing you so so so much. Don't know how will I put my feelings into words. Can't stand these feeling.
*Now, it feels like an empty unknown thing.


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its really HARD + indescribably + to hold on to the FEELINGS that you have always HELD

*to treat someone as ordinary when in FACT HIS very SPECIAL
*to keep CALM, though your obviously JEALOUS
*to MOVE on your own with an EMPTY and totally WOUNDED HEART

*to SMILE even in deep PAIN

*to let GO of the person you dreamt FOREVER with

*to accept reality of being just FRIENDS

*and to GIVE UP everything though inside

I wanna still TRY.

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