pristine--queen B

the MYSTERY guy

2011-07-22T09:28:00.000-07:00

YES he is one of the enigmatic one , not until I knew him however STILL he is. it takes time to know him. Last Wednesday 7/19/11 he got hospitalized. I thought he's strong but the fact is that he is HUMAN-vulnerable in nature just like an ordinary people. But he is no ordinary guy.

that is so SWEET of him

That day I WISH I could be with him all day to take care of him and hheal the pain as expected I'm not. I was there just sitting, trying to act but I still can't. Can't deny how much i fell for him.

YOU'LL always BE IN MY ♥♥♥ NO MATTER what

2011-07-16T05:57:00.000-07:00

time FLIES so fast that i was not able to recognize that we've known each other for how long? hmmp better to keep it. I'M HAPPY and BLESSED to have an OPPAH like you. CHOAEYO for being there everytime. SARANGHAMNIDA for being PART of my world. YOU'VE touched my life in a different dimension. if I WILL be born again i WISH to meet you.

sarang hamnida ♥♥♥ bogoshipeo ♥♥♥

queen B*0147

HARRY POTTER

2011-07-16T05:37:00.000-07:00


the MAN who CAPTIVETED queen B*!!♥

a MUST watch movie. Since I started to see this movie I felt the POWER in myself that I can do MAGIC *ABRACADABRA**

hope TO SEE him in person.. I tried to call up on him. I may die but ..."HAHA ANO daw?"

I so adore.. EMA WATSON and RON ♥♥♥ plus the rest *b

deeply IN LOVE with JANG GEUN SUK

2011-07-08T10:09:00.000-07:00

JANG GEUN SUK appears here just the way my OPPA looks like. i wish i could see HIM someday not just performing my favorite songs that he wrote but also the way i wanted.. i so LOVE him.

R.O.Y.A.L. wedding of my sister HANNAH ROSAIFAH PDMM and ALLAN MR

2011-06-29T07:49:00.000-07:00

*TIME flies so fast that one of the member of the family is already MARRIED. Best wishes and congratulations to my dearest sister who became one of the BEST. ALMIGHTY ALLAH bless. This wedding ceremony was held last MAY 15, 2011 which is incidentally same with my MOM and DAD's wedding NO. haha +-+

TODAY my LIFE BEGINS

2011-06-16T21:14:00.000-07:00

i so love when it tries to convey me the FACT..*b

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

queen B*0147

HIM and HER

2010-04-23T23:45:00.000-07:00

**with HIM nothing feels WRONG though there is. I was a fool in the very first place. I fell in love with this GUY that isn't good in many ways. Then, nevertheless it wasn't too late. i was given ONE MORE CHANCE to uncover the enigma behind (pooooohhhff) !!! A big , NO not that big but it is something THAT i can't describe nor give a word to it but i was thankful every NOW and THEN. ALWAYS and FOREVER.

f.r.e.e.d.o.m

2010-04-23T23:38:00.000-07:00

**it FEELS so GOOD to be a PRINCESS with my GREATEST DAD and MOM -- it feels like. Don't know how will I thank them for the eternal LOVE they have showed and for the unfold ones. I pray to ALMIGHY ALLAH s.w.t that someday someday.....

why DOES it HURT that MUCH+MORE

2009-11-02T23:02:00.000-08:00

always trying to COMPREHEND everything
BUT
it still HURTS
I remember the line saying
"TRUTH hurts but will set ourselves FREE"
Do I have to fool myself in all of THESE stuff
I'm kind a tired, so exhausted.
Trying not to
***SEE HEAR FEEL***
SENSE out things made me SICK that much

NONETHELESS
i have to stay
STURDY
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it's my only WAY to made myself feel GOOD
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Is it YOU or is it just ME?

2009-11-01T23:28:00.000-08:00

*So long before i had realized that the essence of an important ONE is unmeasurable.
You've been the exact missing puzzle in the maze of my LIFE.*
Now, while writing this piece of WORDS i'm wondering and thinking
HOW "of all the people in the WORLD" did you came into my LIFE?
I'm BLESSED and THANKFUL.''
Is it YOU?
OR
is it just ME
who wants to feel this way.
WELL, i'm pretty sure ALMIGHTY ALLAH s.w.t. have reasons
why we MET and became part of the HISTORY of each and the like.
it's YOU
the one
*WHO made me SEE the REAL
**LIFE
LOVE**
**HAPPINESS
SUCCESS**
**LUCK..
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HIS voice is seemingly the
MELODY
of a sweet ANGEL
An angel that whisper his
inner THOUGHT

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suppose that its YOU and not ME.
I miss you so MUCH
November 2, 2009
3:54 pm
no ESCAPE
as I take my breath IN and OUT
i'm LOVING you
and as I rest to my OTHER world
i'm LOVING you more
....
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....

pinky PROMISE

2009-10-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥

♥*They said we're not real in the reality of what we call LOVE. I try to fought but still they keep on reminding me - that i was wrong - that I don't deserve to be loved by YOU. Why did THEY say so? Haven't they realize every angle of this situation?
*I'll justify and let them eat their words that you are not that kind of person. You is everything, a person that rarely exist.
---->now I chose to be alone and stay at the side of corner for the whole time but seems nothing happen. Of course, doing nothing won't do anything. ;c This is the fact that is so sad to know. But HOPE stayed in me and there is only ONE thing that will not let me go ...<---
*I don't know the point why I'm still hoping and why there is a notion of wanting to stay behind. Am I fighting for a reasons? DEFINITELY YES.
*The EXISTENCE of yours showed me that LOVE and FIDELITY are to be coupled for they act as the building framework why things work. Nevertheless, FAITH to Almighty ALLAH s.w.t. is what keeps me strong. It turns me into a toughest person as of now. These words seem so simple yet entails a deep thought.
*I never meant to do those things. Can't you remember what I've said? It just happened that every time and whenever the things is in its place - devils were always around too. They were poisoned with this judgment. CATASTROPHIC THINKING .
*THEY always told me the unseen aura that YOU have but who are THEY to judge YOU? i know that I don't know you that much but I assure you one thing which I'm pretty sure that you've GOT something that makes you UNIQUE and GREAT.
*I'm a kind of person in which no one knows what's in my mind and heart. All I know is that I'm a stubborn person. On the other hand, I'm always ready to go and fight on the things which I think is RIGHT that lead me to my ending of thinking capacity. Got a witty and intelligent persona but there's a point in my life that I can't think anymore.
*I'm crying out loud now. I don't know who will I run to and where to go. In these coming years, who will I be?♥

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catastrophic thinking*

2009-10-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

*the day is so BULLSHIT. i hate eveything. don't know what to do anymore and i'm running out of time.
--->things are getting complicated. I have to left. why does people have to left me with no choice. <---
*for the GIRL out there you know the reason that from the very first place I was wrong and I had prepared myself for that but why do you have to do THOSE things. Have you ever thought the things that will happen after doing such. Now WHY and WHERE ?
*Why I have to suffer?
*Where to go now?
*What did I do to deserve this?

I won't blame anyone with this situation but hoping against hope you and I had learned our lessons.

missing those days with HIM and HER

2009-10-10T04:07:00.000-07:00

*unconsciously, time had passed so fast that made me unable to say the words I ALWAYS ADORE TO SAY. i LOATHE him in the very first place BUT strange as it may seems. I had loved him more than anyone in this world--his all i'm asking for. is this a right thing? don't know anymore what to do with this life without him

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*his EXISTENCE give me hope.

what DID I DO to deserve this?

2009-09-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

*GOODBYES which is the word I hate the most. I'd rather choose to be DEAF than to hear that or even see you going. How will I face this world without you. I'm missing you so so so much. Don't know how will I put my feelings into words. Can't stand these feeling.
*Now, it feels like an empty unknown thing.

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its really HARD + indescribably + to hold on to the FEELINGS that you have always HELD

*to treat someone as ordinary when in FACT HIS very SPECIAL
*to keep CALM, though your obviously JEALOUS
*to MOVE on your own with an EMPTY and totally WOUNDED HEART ♥

*to SMILE even in deep PAIN

*to let GO of the person you dreamt FOREVER with

*to accept reality of being just FRIENDS

*and to GIVE UP everything though inside

I wanna still TRY.

you'll never know who are the people to TRUST with and you'll never know what will happen after.

2009-09-27T02:09:00.000-07:00

i miss those DAYS that we had together. How I wish that time had STOP there. Would that thing be possible? *he wish that I'll forget HIM. HOW? the FACT that his all i'm asking in my whole life. I stay in LOVE with this person out there *Don't try to push me away.

2007-09-04T23:38:00.000-07:00

tHe beSt iN me..''

2007-09-04T23:29:00.000-07:00